Wednesday, August 25, 2010


Have you ever been so sure of something, but later, you begin to second guess the very thing you were so sure about? Well, I’ve been there, recently. Very recent! I consider myself a very strong person. I am a real strong woman. Just because I am not so sure of all things right now does not make me weak at all. At least this is my opinion. I am a real strong woman, meaning I am real enough to say although I am strong, I go through my “moments” in life, too.

Fact or fiction? What is real and what is fake? This is what I asked myself. This is the question I asked of my Father. I know I am not the only person challenged during her spiritual walk. You may be asking yourself, “What is so challenging to her?” My answer to you is that I am struggling with dreams, visions, and some decisions I have made for myself. Maybe you are perfect and never miss the mark, but I am the first to say I am not perfect and I certainly miss the mark sometimes. So I pondered the following: Fact or fiction? The Lord gave me those dreams. Fact or fiction? The Lord gave me those visions. Fact or fiction? I sought the Lord and made the right choices when it came to making major decisions.

Maybe the uncertainty results from the extended wait I am experiencing. I guess one can say I second guessed all of these things because I allowed myself to become vulnerable to the enemy’s nasty and poisonous lies. I must agree. I cannot argue with that statement. Just as the enemy whispered lies and I admittedly allowed the lies to creep in, I am now reminded of these things:

Fact: I am a child of God.
Fact: The thief does not come except to steal, and to kill, and to destroy (John 10:10 NKJV)
Fact: God is not a man, that He should lie, nor a son of man, that He should repent. Has He said, and will He not do? Or has He spoken, and will He not make it good? (Numbers 23:19 NKJV)
Fact: There are rewards in waiting on the Lord.

Posting this blog has been very therapeutic for me and I hope you are blessed by it as well.

SN: Satan ought to know by now, he didn’t win! I am an overcomer. I am victorious!

Be blessed.

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